My Personalities Are...

Was blog surfing when I chanced upon all these. Quite interesting but results may vary and not be precise. I think I did almost every single "blogthings" there is to do. I'm easily addicted to stuff and this seem to have enticed my addiction. Muahahahaha...
Go ahead and try it. I dare you.
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Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

Your Career Type: Social

You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy.Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems. You would make an excellent: Counselor - Dental Hygienist - LibrarianNurse - Parole Officer - Personal TrainerPhysical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer.

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama.Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time...But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you.You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.

Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory

You want to have your cake... and everyone else's.Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too!You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship.You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions.

Your Kissing Purity Score: 43% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational.You are also giving and kind - a great friend.You are easy going and trusting.However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

Your Birthdate: May 26

Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world.In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date. There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities. You are efficient and handle money very well. You're ambitious and energetic, while generally remaining cooperative and adaptable. You are conscientious and not afraid of responsibility. Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather than force. You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the broad strokes and the fine detail; good at starting and continuing. This birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material satisfaction.

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Your IQ Is 95

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Below Average

Your Power Color Is Teal

At Your Highest: You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future. At Your Lowest: You feel in a slump and lack creativity. In Love: You tend to be many people's ideal partner. How You're Attractive: You make people feel confident and accepted. Your Eternal Question: "What Impression Am I Giving?"

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorableEven a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's lifeBy giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

You Are 40% Addicted to Blogthings

Okay, so you know how to take and post a Blogthing. But you're no addict. (Hey, this quiz *proves* it!)For you, Blogthings is more of a healthy habit.At least, that's what you tell yourself!

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

Your Personality Profile

You are pure, moral, and adaptable.You tend to blend into your surroundings.Shy on the outside, you're outspoken to your friends. You believe that you live a virtuous life...And you tend to judge others with a harsh eye.As a result, people tend to crave your approval.

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You would be more observant if you were blind.Or totally stoned out of your mind :-)

You Are Likely a Second Born

At your darkest moments, you feel inadequate.At work and school. you do best when you're evaluating.When you love someone, you offer them constructive criticism. In friendship, you tend to give a lot of feedback - positive and negative.Your ideal careers are: accounting, banking, art, carpentry, decorating, teaching, and writing novels.You will leave your mark on the world with art and creative projects.

I am SO loved

Got back from yumcha today and received an sms from 1 of my colleague. It was a joke sms whereby the top part said "Call me now, I need to talk to you urgently" and scroll down a bit more, it said "I need to hear your voice, just to test if I can understand monkey language".

I decided to send it to some of my friends, namely Pink, G, Nic, Conz, Jaz, Banana, Uncle, Hamster, CF, my couz (Mei) and bro (Scott).

I was so touched when a few of them actually called me back to see if I was ok. I felt bad cos they called and I had to tell them that there is actually nuthin wrong and it was a joke sms. Nevertheless, I am VERY touched.

To those who called me, tried calling me and sms me (you know who you are), a BIGGGG THANK YOU. I love you guys AND girls. I swear to the day I die, you will forever be in my heart.

Moley (gross details involved... not for the faint of heart)

I finally got my moles removed. There's 2 moles on my face which are huge and been meaning to get rid of and there are 2 more smaller moles. Went to Atria and saw this guy who claims he can remove moles at a much cheaper price than to go to a hospital to remove under surgical knives and scapels. Well, I put my life in his hands cos I was not gonna spend RM2000 over 1 mole. Besides, my mum was such an angel for going the day before to remove 1 of her mole, to be a guinea pig before I did mine. Anyway, I sat there, in full view of passerbys. The guy is putting alcohol on my face to numb it. Waited for a good 30minutes before he started using his knive to poke at it, all around it then he pulled at it. Luckily my friends weren't around to witness these as I think they would have thrown up and be so grossed out. The whole episode reminded me of something I'd see on http://www.ogrish.com/. He was just pulling at my mole and the skin kept being pulled along. Even I dared not look, throughout the whole process, I just kept my eyes closed. And it didn't help that I still felt the pain when he dig the knife into my skin or when he puts the medicine on the wound. There is not side effects of yet (I hope not at all) but the skin where the mole used to be is gone, so it'll be about 2 weeks before I'd be normal again. Until then, I'd just have to rely a lot on make-up.

The funny thing was, I got a tattoo done before. The whole time I was sitting there, I was thinking to myself, " I've done a tattoo before, this should be a piece of cake". But that didn't work cos this wasn't something I had my heart set on and I've already psyched myself out that it WOULD hurt. So trying to make myself believe it didn't hurt now, just wouldn't work. My advice, anyone who wants to remove a mole, get a tattoo 1st.

On Being Honest

Was at Starfucks with Pink yesterday, after work. We had a heart2heart talk about everything. Felt like it was a confessions day. She mentioned that she feels she has to walk on eggshells towards some people and one of them is me. How shocked I was when I heard that. I thought she, of all people, whom I confront with everything (almost) would be the very last person to have to feel scared of being honest with me. Anyways, I told her how I felt about her feeling that way around me and I made her promise never ever again to have to feel that way. I have come a long way and I do know my flaws. Yes, I'd get pissed off and hurt (who doesn't?) when I get critisized but only for awhile and not keep it to heart.

I guess my 2 major flaws are my uncontrollable moods swings and my tendency to go MIA.

AND YES, I do realise that I have HUGE MAJOR mood swings. 1 minute I'm a happy bunny (according to Hamster) and the next minute, I'm a raving lunatic aka timebomb. All my close friends who dare tell me off have told me about it. I do listen (not just hear) but sometimes I just can't control myself cos it has been inborn in me for these many years now. I have taken a counter check on it and do try to control it more these days.

As for my tendency to go MIA, this happens when my depression period comes along. I just won't feel like seeing anyone and wanna be alone all the time. Even if the event is tempting, I'd rather lock myself in the room and mourn (for what reason, it's unknown). But yet, I feel left out when I find out my pals had gone out without calling me. Don't get me wrong, I do go home and think about why it is that way and realised it's again, MY OWN FAULT. After the many times that I have rejected their offer to go out, they have given up calling me out.

I'm sure I have many other flaws but my pals would be glad to point that out for me. :)

To all my pals, I'm sorry if I've made any of you mad at me. And I apologize for any future wrongdoings. Do tell me off... PLEASE. I rather you tell me why you're mad at me than to not know at all.

I'm not perfect, no one is. But I will not defend myself by using this excuse. I know I have many flaws and made many mad. "Sorry" is a very hard word for me to say when I mean it. The 1 person whom I think I really owe an apology to is Banana. I'm only glad to have friends who have stood by me and surpass the test of time as well as mood swings with me. I trully am grateful to these people, namely; Pink, G, Nic & Conz, not forgetting some new comers who already have to endure my horror states; Hamster, Cin, Jaz & Jinz.

If a man wants you...

A colleague sent this email and I felt that I HAD to share it with everyone... Espcially the women. Copy and paste it for your own usage if you want. *winks*

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.

If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends."A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better."You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.

The only person you can control in a relationship is you.Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently?

Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything.He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.

Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.

Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

All men are NOT dogs.

You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is two way street.You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someonecomplimentary...not supplementary.

Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, andyour always readily available to him- he takes it for granted.

Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them."

Words for thought

Do you sometimes wonder... Why do things have to happen to people you love? and Why is it that when bad things happen to people you love that make you appreciate them even more?

Today, CF called to say that she got admitted to a specialist. We all got so worried, wondering what was wrong as she didn't mention and she sounded worried and scared, which worried us even more. Suddenly, this daring, courageous woman became this scared and helpless little girl. When I heard the news, I was close to tears but drowned myself into work to not think about it.

Finally, during lunch, we heard she was coming back to the office and we were so glad she seemed fine. Seems she has a growth somewhere and it was so scary as it may be cancerous. Even though it's normal for women to have these kinda growth, it's still scary as there may be a chance that it may be cancerous.

Anyways, she'll be going for a minor surgery on Friday. I pray and hope that everything will be ok. Seems her results will be out by next week and let's just pray that they find nothing.

I'm calming myself that there is nothing. Trying not to think the worse.


Cin, we all love you and we'll all pray for you *muah*