It's been a long time

Damn... It's been so long since my last entry. My blog was nearly closed down. Honestly, there wasn't much to be updated except the usual work, yumcha then sleep.

2 Sundays ago, LW called me out. It was a such a surprise and I thought Pink set me up. Later that night, I smsed her to ask if he called her 1st and whether she asked him to call me instead. She swore that none of that happened. Anyways, I called Yen to come along for I felt quite awkward if it were just him and me. We went for some shopping in 1U then head to Ikea for some curtain shopping and ended with yumcha with Pink and Nie. According to Pink, Nie was kinda surprised that we were out together mostly for the fact that his car can only pick 1 other person but there were 3 of us. Makes me wonder if there were more to that. No one'll ever know. Things that day went smoothly and almost seemed as before except for CC who was busy. If not, it'll be back to the 4 of us always together. Yen was a lil sad that CC couldn't make it and convinced herself that it was because of her but that couldn't be cos even LW didn't know that I asked Yen to come along until I got into his car. Oh well, it's all in her mind.

Honestly, I don't feel like there were much happening and therefore nothing to update about. Besides that, I have been pretty busy previously and hardly get to use the pc with Sean always hogging it. So, whatever that happened that I would like to blog down was washed away after some time therefore making it seemed not so important to be put down no more.

ARRRGH.. 1 more day to rest then it's back to the rocky and hectic world of work!!! ARRRGH..

Sad Note

Things didn't turn out quite as expected. 2 days after letting EJ know about Pink and KW's relationship, they broke up. Seems his feelings for her faded. It all started when both of them were smsing and Pink asked why did he choose her and what did he like of her. His reply? ''I'm so sorry to have to say this, but my feelings for you seems to have lessen''. Or to the context of that. Pink then said that if that was the way, there is no point wasting each other's time and going on and it all ended.

Pink smsed me right after that, which was around 4am or so and told me. I was so furious at KW cos I didn't know she initiated it and also for the fact that his feeling can fade so fast and easily. I was so tempted to sms KW and f**k him off but I let myself cool down a little and instead sent him an sms saying, ''You hurt my friend. I actually have much to say to you but I know it'll all be profanity so I decided not to say anything but I hope that you would think about your actions before you do it, in the future''. He only replied me the next afternoon asking if I was mad at him and that's it. I told this to Yen and Pink and seems he had the same question for them. Pink was mad that all he seem to care about was that if we were mad at him and not how sad Pink is feeling.

Anyway, the next (Saturday), I sent KW an email telling him of what has been going on that he doesn't know about. Sort of like a behind-the-scene thing for his relationship. What Pink have done for him. How she's feeling. Friend's reactions. My own disappointment in him and so forth. I mentioned at the end that I would love to get a comment for his side for he's such a closed book. Well, he did reply and all he had to say was that he thinks it's all for the best that him and Pink just remains as friends (in a 5 paragraph email).

This relationship was short lived but at least they both had a taste of how it was like, taking it as an experience. As for the rest of us, we just learn from it and swear off liking our own friends and ever thinking of building a relationship with them. It will never be a good thing. Things seem to go on as normal after that for last weekend when KW was back, we went to KL together and hungout as usual.